Reborn with Freedom

Sunday, March 29, 2009

The Present from Him..

He bought this for me... when i received it. I already knew wat he meant. To vent my angers n frustration on it. BUT...wat was shocking is that. I received a sms from him later on. Saying that it's for me to destress and also mentioned that he read my blog (the old one). Damn..i felt so guilty abt it. I'm afraid i have used words to hurt him in any way. I apologized. But he said.."he live up to the name (think he was referring to those names i used in that blog)..and its so right! I deserve better."

There's also another present...which has not arrived yet. Shall see if he will pass it to me automatically when it arrives.

一個人勇敢

你想要的我不明白明明可以愛得很自然
兩個人世界多簡單就是我愛你你愛我不難
你還是離開

你的決定與我無關
我能理解我不會責怪
這是你給我的答案你要我接受卻還要我等待
等不到一個未來

我不相信愛很難沒有一點溫度殘留下來
你失蹤的愛我的幸福跟你離開
謝謝你那麼坦白原來失去以後比較愉快
不會再傷感

你的決定與我無關
我能理解我不會責怪
這是你給我的答案你要我接受卻還要我等待
等不到一個未來

我不相信愛很難沒有一點溫度殘留下來
你失蹤的愛我的幸福跟你離開
謝謝你那麼坦白原來失去以後比較愉快
不會再傷感

就算愛很難我也不怕失敗
一定有一天我會比你想像更勇敢

我不相信愛很難沒有一點溫度殘留下來
你帶走了愛我在原地不曾離開
謝謝你讓我明白原來失去以後比較愉快
我學會燦爛

This song really expressed ALL my feelings =)

Friday, March 27, 2009

Twinkle twinkle stars

Today i met up wif Ashlyn, Ryan, ShiHui and Simon. Purpose is to celebrate Ash's bday. Makan at Pasta de Waraku. All of us order set dinner. They served really fast! Table was practically full! We had to finish our salad n soup fast to make space! LOL.. Continuous laughter...HAHAHAHHA all night long.

Went Keppel Bay..really nice! It has been a long long time since i had a good look at the stars. Now den i realised stars really twinkles. Whahaha! Romantic n relax night.. hehe =)

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Looking forward...

I've finally sorted out things...things that have been keeping me distracted for the past few weeks! I'm lucky that i met a 贵人...someone who gave me the ans i've been looking for. Although his advice came wif a price of 90 bucks, but it's all WORTH IT!
I'm ready to forget that person. I'm ready to recharge myself again... be happy, be confident and carefree! That's the original me!

I'm thankful that u guys bring me laughter! Brought me back to life~! Haha... i'll nv let u guys down. Stay tune~! Hahaha =)

To jasmine: I'm not a cow nor i'm a vegetarian. I'll nv 吃回头草！Mark my words. haha..

Sunday, March 22, 2009

你有在搞笑吗？

搞笑- 羅志祥

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
牠习惯睡觉的床尾少了一双脚
所以牠常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
我在搞笑却在醉後眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到你好不好

我过得很好。。。

Monday, March 16, 2009

#4 Birthday Surprise

The surprise is the BOX!Omg..it is so embarrassing to carry such a big box ard in Orchard! Haha..
There's clothes, handmade card and sweets inside the box! Thanks to all! =)

Went to sing K...5 hrs! Haha..end of the day, my throat is little sore le =(

Finally, dinner time! This is my first time eating Korean bbq! Not as fun as i thot, cuz there's someone to bbq ur food in front of u. Can't we just bbq ourselves?? Argh..But it's really nice! Yummy...hehe!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

I want this!

- 3-inch widescreen LCD
- 2.5x optical zoom
- F2.0 lens and high-resolution panorama mode
- face detection function and 24 scene modes
- powered by a Lithium-ion battery
- approximately 50MB of internal memory

This camera makes u shoot like a Pro! It's priced at ard 800 bucks. Quite ok..but no budget to buy now..sob sob! =(

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

#3 Birthday Surprise

Today he accompanied to me to Chinatown to buy luggage bag. Whoa..their luggage bag is amazingly cheap! Compared to other places. A medium size pierre cardin hard case cost only 150! Whereas outside is going for 200 plus to close to 300! Omg...wat a great difference! But i bought a medium size black Eminent luggage bag. Was 115 bucks..but bargained till 95. Haha..within my budget.
I love his car..Vrooom~! Like it when he drive fast..Whee~!

Btw i notice that his msg tone is "How do i live without u..i want to know...how do i breathe without u if u ever go..how do i ever ever survive?" Omg... is there any hidden agenda behind it? Does this song represent wat he is feeling right now? Haha..ok i know i think too much again =/

I asked him.."where's my present"? So randomly, well.. wanted to tease him only..anyway i wasn't expecting him to get anything for me. But to my surprise..his reply was "I ordered online...but haven reach. Been 3 weeks le." Er..i was shocked. He did actually get something for me. haha! I shall wait patiently to see wat is it...hehe =)

Monday, March 9, 2009

Birthday Celebration at Ma Maison

I love escargo~! Yummy~!

Lovely custom-made necklance~!

Haha..my complimentary cheesecake =) The staff forgot to ask for my IC to check if today was my bday. Lol~

Hoping for a rich n charming bf soon...LOL~!

Thanks to all~! I really had lots of joy and laughter this birthday =)

#2 Birthday Surprise

The night before, Olivia told me that she's not going to sch for prelim, and gonna meet me in orchard. But...today she turned up with the flowers! Omg...Surprise sia~! Make me paiseh sia..so many ppl were looking! I even had to carry the flowers in examination hall..lol..AA sia~ But in the end she still didn't take the prelim paper..haha.

Argh...so close..my eye bags!
After our paper, we head down the town. Today is the first time i tried Bakerzin's macaron and cookies n cream cheesecake! The cheesecake was awesome, not gelat at all! The macaron is really nice~ But olivia said Canele's macaron is nicer. Muz find one day go try! Hehe...

Sunday, March 8, 2009

#1 Birthday Surprise

I know that my cousins and aunties are all coming to celebrate my bday... like a small family gathering wif Pizza Hut and KFC. But i really didn't know that there is a Cake! It's been very very long...since i had a birthday cake. More than 5 yrs...
The birthday cake is indeed a surprise for me. When i saw the box...Cedele~!! Omg..expensive cake. Haha...I simply love it. My cousin bought Carrot Cake..since the staff said that it's the most popular one. Well...it's nice..but not many ppl know how to appreciate it. Well..at least i do like it! Hehe.. =)

Friday, March 6, 2009

Love rash or Heat rash?

Today's weather is so bloody hot! I can even get heat rash when i'm homed the whole day. Omg...this really irritates me. No mood to study arh!!! It itch, and yet i cannot scratch it. The funny thing is it actually form a heart shape. LOL.. and Olivia says it's love rash. haha..